My biggest Phobia!!

We all have a phobia of something. No matter how small or big your phobia is we all have them. My biggest phobias are spiders and clowns. Whenever I see either one I freak out!! LIKE NOO NO!! My biggest fear is when I see a spider or clown I flip. More clowns than spiders because spiders you can kill but clowns are people. Worst part is when seeing a clown I shut down. I cry, scream, shake, and more you name it I possibly do it. But its okay I not ashamed of it, I have a clown phobia and I’m okay with it. But many believe this is a stupid phobia to have especially as an adult and I do not care. When I bring up if they are scared of anything they say no but in reality that’s not true. Because when they say nothing I say how about death and give me this worried scared look. And I tell them see I’m not scared of that but you are. Phobias are nothing that a person should be ashamed of because everyone has them. Even when a person says no they really do. They might think it’s silly and stupid but it’s not it’s a real ear and it should always be respected. No matter what your fear is if it’s an insect to death itself, a fear is a fear. So don’t be ashamed of it because everyone goes through it one point of their life. Some get over it and some don’t but don’t worry you are not alone and if you need help please reach out. Phobias shouldn’t be taken lightly but it will be okay because things will get better.