Update

Hey guys!! Sorry, we have been having a really hard time. We have been fighting with the internet company, my health has no been 100%, the holidays are here and I finally have a new job and start in Jan which I am happy about. But what been a bug lately is just I (Kira) have not been feeling 100% but let me bring you up to date!!!

1. Fighting with the internet company

2. So this one has to be the biggest factor of why I am not feeling well and been a hot mess. For the last month or so we have had zero internets. I have been fighting with them and trying to get a person out here and finally, someone came and fixed the issue. What pissed me off the most was that they did not need to even enter my home but climb on the pole and fix the wire that was broken. This annoyed me because the person I spoke to told me it would be done in 10 minutes and everything would be fine. I’m like great but why the hell did it take yall so long to get out here and he told me THEY JUST TOLD US!! Well I went off and the guy understood and I was not mad at him but the communication that was lost. I am so upset!! Like he said we were his only calls for two weeks! Boy, when he saw my face he was like sorry ill fix this then leave. Everything should be fine and within 10 minutes everything was done.

3. My mental health

4. With the stress of the holidays, no job (at time moment) and just everything around me I have lost it. All I want to do is be alone and sleep or watch movies. I believe that if it was not for CBD I would not have made it and I would have been lost or been even worse.

5. Holidays

6. Ughh I love them but hate them all at once. That is because I miss certain loved ones that are no longer here and just been having lots on my mind so yea this holiday season took a toll on me which suck. But it shall pass and everything will be okay.

7. New job

8. Ahh, new job! This had been the best news that I have had. I start in Jan 2020 which is amazing and the best part is that I already love the place and my new coworkers are freaking amazing.

9. Felling blah

10. This has to be the worst part of them all just feeling blah and unmotivated also another reason why I have not been posting as much but thanks to Los that have been and continue to support me but little by little I am becoming better and now I am happy to be writing again.

Remember be weird, be you, be happy